As a few of you may have noticed I am currently not in Japan
and am instead sitting here back in Cloverdale looking for a job and thinking
of what to write to wrap up such an incredible journey. Despite the unfortunate
circumstances that led to my arrival back in Canada, I could not be happier to
be home.
It felt
really surreal being back after a year abroad. Climbing into a full sized
truck, and not the import sized trucks and Utes that populated Australia and
New Zealand. I was passing all these landmarks that I knew so well yet it felt
like a dream, I wasn’t sure if I should be excited or sad. My mind was having a
hard time deciphering the experience; had I just imagined the last year or was
I just having another dream of home and I would soon awake back in New Zealand.
Even as I sit here writing this I find it hard to believe I am back home.
Despite
my stubbornness not to get jet-lagged after only a five hour time difference, I
find myself not sleeping regularly and waking up either super early in the
morning or in middle of the day. To try and get my head around the change and
just to escape the whole rush of feelings I decided I would jump on the bike
and escape to something familiar. The route I eventually decided on was to take
the back roads to Fort Langley as they would have the least traffic and from
there the roads were all fairly easy, empty and safe.
The
bike I chose for my ride today was my touring bike as I had still not put my
road bike back together after dismantling it over a year ago. I immediately
noticed the resistance the bigger tires and bike added, never the less not
carrying my life over the rear tire was a big improvement and I found myself gliding
effortlessly up the shallow hills of east Langley. The weather of Canada was a
welcome comfort on the bike, no need to constantly be taking off and putting
back on your jacket depending on wither the roadside vegetation was blocking
the sun out or not. Nope it was officially cold at home and there would be no
removal of any of the layers I had left the house in. In just over thirty
minutes I arrived in the small town of Fort Langley, only 18km from my parent’s
house, and decided to stop for a morning coffee at the locally famous Wendalls
Books and Café. I took out the four dollar that the board said my mocha would
cost me only to be asked for the remaining forty eight cents that I owed… Oh
right tax is not included in Canada. As I sat beside my bike enjoying my mocha
it began to sink in that I was home; the weather was cold and held that eerie uncertainty
of rain that Vancouverites knew all too well; The road I took to my destination
was devoid of roundabouts and the traffic on them was far too great in number;
but most of all I knew exactly where I was, I knew where North was and every
turn was no longer an adventure but a route I had known and calculated.
Getting
the grande mocha was probably unnecessary and I was not expecting the size of
it compared to what I had been drinking for the last year or the volume of my
stomach it would occupy as I weaved the bike up the winding road of 264th
Street. Brian and I had really only seen rain four times in our 1500km journey
through New Zealand but as I crested the top of that winding hill and began to
gear back up, it started to rain. I had been home for two days, chose to cycle
for one of those and it started raining on me. Eager to not let the rain get
any worse I made my way home, wet and cold but home.
It’s amazing the things you
learn in a year and how much you can change and realise about yourself and
potential. Now I’m back and I have to use the lessons I learned, and from good
and bad, to not fall into the same routines that I had before I left. They say
travelling changes you, and I know its cliché but I do believe it does. The
hard part is coming home and keeping that positive change and not falling back
into your old self, as it seems so much easier to do.